I go through so many emotions in Zumba I forgot she played a new song yest & Shazam doesn't work but I've seen it in Zumba's insta 😬 I only slightly remembered a side arm in a fist move 😳😊 I feel on a high 😊 Knowing that I'm free to go any evening to Zumba 🤗 It doesn't tire me that much, only last week coz of walking (I cheated & drove to work twice to save 80 mins walk of the week 😬) I'm marvelled at how happy I feel 😄 My brother asked me a few weeks ago if I was happy, I admitted I'd love a partner & a stable place to live in but happy as I could be. I know that will come one day, it makes so much sense that sentence "stop leaving & you will arrive" 😊
So Zumba Barbie had ❤️ palpitations 😨 hopefully she'll be ok, it took me 2 days to remember to ask her 😳 She wanted to give me chocolate coz I gave her a jumper & I said I'm staying away from sugar to make sure tooth is ok 🤞🏻I said to her she has the disease to please 😛 When a person gives/does something for you & you feel you HAVE to give back, but you DON'T. This is a lesson I learnt in life. I used to do things for interest. I will help you because I know you will help me one day. It doesn't work. It has to be done FROM YOUR HEART. If you expect something back, you are setting yourself for disappointment. Hence why I no longer play the "follow for follow/like for like" stupid ego game.
We want to please people & we forget who we are. We think we are helping people & when we need it they are nowhere to be seen. I felt bad when I donated to several people £135 in the last 10 years & they didn't care to donate back. It was my ego wanting something back. If they don't feel it, you cannot force it. I don't regret giving the money, I was disappointed they didn't find my cause worth it but it was important for me 👾 "Bom diggy" - I forgot choreo slightly 😸, "Got to love you" ❤️ I'll write about eyeliner, new clothes soon..#change 😏
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